I hope you get better soon sis @Courtney Stodden. If you need someone to talk, just talk to anyone here and my pms are open for you or anybody who wants to vent. As a psychology student, I'm used to all this stuff so I won't judge.
I suffer from social anxiety so I relate to this, if you need someone to talk about it just pm me or anybody here. Most of us are actually very nice.
Anxiety is a bitch most of the time. For me it ruined the few social skills I had and also prevented me from learning to communicate or interact with others properly. Sometimes I get so anxious I can barely speak to others so I end up saying nonsense.