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      Moving completed   12/04/2017

      We are finally on our final destination we want to thank FansCity for hosting us from now on.

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    Denis Stoff
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    Since ATRL is so unstable I'm posting it here instead and just copy and pasting there so enjoy COP you get my flop best of too <3 

     

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    Reputation was one of my favourite albums of 2017, but this song wasn't the strongest, but I personally still love it, the video is great, one of the best come backs from Taylor, after this era I became a fan!  It's not dancing with hands tied but this song is still a bop. 

     

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    This band is just so amazing, I saw them live this year with Bring Me The Horizon and loved at first listen, this song is such a catch, it would of been higher but sadly it didnt get much attention, if you're into heavy but not too heavy music, this is def a bop.  I regret putting it this low tho. it deserved Top 20 ha.

     

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    I was so peached for the new era, even tho my 2nd favourite FH left, i had hope, this song was a flop but when it first released I was obessesed but I got sick of it quite quickly, such a cute video and cute song, just a real shame the rest of the era was a disappointment, I'm still a huge fan of them tho...but mainly for the 2nd album. 

     

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    Kesha really amazed me this year, her album was AMAZING, even tho there was a lot of songs I disliked because ew country, but she showed that she is very genre range she can do just about ANYTHING, this song was one of my 2nd favourites on the album and a cute ass video showing Kesha growing up, it could not missed the Top 50 this year. I inspire her and also became a huge fan of her this year, I have even been overplaying her previous albums which may appear on my Top 50 Most Played of 2017.

     

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    Dave went hardcore in this song, those screamos I STAN METAL FOO FIGHTERS, anyways after that last album I was so disappointed but after reelasing this I was like WOW he is back, Dave tries a lot of new projects and this song won me over, I love this headbanging masterpiece <3

     

     

     

     

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    Irrelevant
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    It's fucking freezing here. The fact I keep forgetting is worse. Sometimes I just wear a t-shirt and a thin jacket outside and after the day I basically have a headache, a running nose, coughing, nosebleeds etc. :wendy12:

    The air is fucking gross. I'm so jealous of places that have clean air.  :demilip: The fact that some city get blue skies nearly every day. :penktina:

    The people are homophobic and disgusting. :waxga: You can only find stans of international acts online, but irl they basically don't seem to exist. I've only met one Stan here in Beijing :judgega:

    get me out of here :brad:

  1. So as you can see i been sorta ranting in statuses. I mean i adore my parent, she is all i got. I do not have a family any cousins or aunts or uncles even my dad had past away when i was 17. I understand she has bipoplar and i cant accept that. I put up with her being homophonic, racist ane give me shit but its gotten to the point that i cant take it. Ive had boyfriends plenty even was 19 i dated a guy shr tried hard to break us up to the point he brought a house so we can have a peaceful relationship. Ofcourse he dumped me for a guy in 2014. 2nd bf wasnt too bad, 3rd one he was ugly so she barely gave me a break on that. She always puts me down and even tho she can be good. I have put up with it a lot, i am starting to like this guy, someone who made me feel somethin actually happy. He isnt the most attractive thing but i have this crazy attraction to him. She saw how happy i was till i showed her a pic she forbid me to see him bc she doesnt like the look of him, he treats me well so she doesnt like it tho she supports guys who abuse and rape me. Shes like oh but they hot -.- like for real?

     

    Anyways everyone says ignore her or move out its not that easy i cant im so poor only way not to be in streets is live under a roof being controlled even if i got a job i cant keep it because im mentally unwell and stressed because of it. She takes all the money i do get. Even ask more so i cant go see this guy i adore, why at times i try to commit well want too end my life to be free to be less stress im 26 i bavent had a stable relationship, shes 60 has had a life and only 2 bfs, shr had the chance to travel with her bf at 19-30 age, till she meet my dad and got preggo to me i was an accident so maybe its why i get what i deserve? She lost her mum when she was 33 was sad and lost her 3 years ago when she was 57. I havent got any of that. I dont have slibbings or a dad and i feel shes being selfish keeping me locked and tell me who to date telling me what tattoos i can get. Was even afraid to even ask her to even have a tv in my room. Tho that surprised me she said yes. These little things.

    I wanna see this guy (i mean relationship 60% wont happen) but never know i dont wanna throw it away. His a former emo king, he same as me a pokemon nerd, loves his hair. And hopeless romantic. We both a relationship this year we be good for eachother, we went on one date he brought me new pokemon sun, he took pics of me and us, he likes me i can see it and i like him but ofcourse she says rotten things like if u get with him id be embarrassed i have nothing good to talk about ur most dispointing daughter. She just says ur pretty but thats it if u get with this guy youd be a joke. His most poplar person. He known my 1000s, he was ladiea man back in days. He suffers fron soemthin so he doesnt look 100% heathy but neither do i.

     

    Ive been stressed and upset and this is why. Im sorry way ive been acting too.

  2. It was a dark November night. I was in Germany, visiting my aunt cause she just got her eye operation. I decided to travel a little, visit those gay clubs the good sis Germany is known for. And there I saw him, on a remote German faggot nightclub, staring at me as if he knew me. But he did know me, and I did know him. I knew him well...

    He was a COPer, just like me. I was still more iconic though I didn't wanna tell him, would ruin the night. He walked up to me, his moderator eyes staring into my dead gay soul. He came closer and closer, until he was a hair away from me. He whispered into my ear, and said the words that made me his.

    "Buy Witness on iTunes"

    My dick got hard. I knew that tonight would be us. He took me to his apartment, the smell of second hand Katy Perry merch reeked fromthe cumstained sofas. But I didn't mind. His bisexual ass was mine. But tonight, his bi would be by my side. And between my sides so to speak. It was sexy and exciting, we still looked each other on the eyes. I put on Lust for Life as we took off our clothes. That night, we didn't fuck. No, we made love. For the night is dark and full of orgasms.

    But I was not enough for him. I wasn't feminine enough, no, he wanted more. I let him have it.

    "It will be a new experience" he said to me. 

    "Fine" I said. But I was not really fine, but I just couldn't get into it because he would never understand.

    So he got his wife into it too, this weird Romanian chick. She wasn't into me, I wasn't into her, but she was definitely "I want you to tell me ALL about your sexual adventures and if you got that gamer dick sissie" material. She joined in on the fun, but quickly made him hers. I was not gonna let her do it. So I let him go bareback at it.

    "But I'm positive" he said

    "Positively straight if you don't fill it up my love" I said, but that got him mad for some reason. His wife too, her vampire teeth clearly showing now

     

    There I was, minutes later, having the time of my life, his 2 inches deep inside of me, when he whispers into my ear

    "Gaga is a fad"

    My heart broke into a million tiny pieces, I couldn't handle the tastelessness. I cried tears of pity, then shrieked of anger. I took his wife's head and shoved it onto his dick. It was bleeding heavily, and her teeth got stuck on it. 

    I take his aching body away from his now unconscious also COPer Romanian vampire wife, and walk to the terrace. I look him in the eye one last time, before whisper into his ear.

    "I didn't buy Witness on iTunes. I pirated it"

    He let out a sad cry, cursed me to hell. I throw him off the balcony. He falls on a dumpster, filled with trash, and Younger Now CDs. 

    I walk away triumphantly, out of the apartment, and back into the stuff that really matters. Me. 

    But someone had heard my demonic orgasmic screams from before, and had called the cops. I was apparently being murdered, murdered by a hot, now dead, stud.

    I ran

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    Got to my plane and out of Germany, back to the comforts of Kosovo. 

    Now all I can think about is that day, and how it taught me something I would never forget.

    Camilla is a fad and Dua will outsell.

     

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  3. I just realized that I'm still not over the fact that my dad left me.

    I just had a fight with my mom, we were talking about him (I can't get a scholarship because I have to prove they're no longer together, plot twist: they were never married, how tf am I going to do that?) and I was so angry at her, I mean.... I'm fine and I know I'm better off without him but I just wish my mom told me why he did it. I just need an explanation. :ny2:

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  6. givin' 'yall a dose of what's happenin'

    I've actually only left once

    anyway, yeah. I've been gone for a month. before I left I showed that I can be a pretty shitty person if I want to, and I wish that side of me never came out. unfortunately I act almost exclusively on emotions and that's a difficult, near impossible actually, thing for me to control. I'd like to forget that whole night even happened though, I regret it, I'm sorry to everyone that witnessed it and I just want to forget about it. I could make excuses like how some shit was really stressing me out in life (this is actually true, and it got worse then better in the month that I've been gone but it's no excuse) but the reason is simple; I'm overly emotional and was dumb about it.

    I'm here on a mostly fresh start and I'll try my absolute best to not take things personally as much, and if I do, not make a scene of it. I had thoughts that maybe a pop forum wasn't a healthy place for me to be but I miss having somewhere to talk about all the music shit no one else I know cares about.

    I'm glad the people I dislike are gone, makes things easier on me, and hopefully the ignore function was fixed because I wasn't kidding when I said it was not working.

    that's about it. here's to a less toxic me. :cheers:

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    The Boy
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    Collection of my old 5H edits from when I was a stan and had photoshop :dafuq:

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    Ratchet
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    I hope you're not (acne) scarred by this

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  7. badgallaura
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    As some of you may know, I've traveled to a city called Constanta; mere few hours far from the capital of Bucharest where I live. I've been staying over at my grandmother's house, sleeping, eating, and everything in between. I've been having fun hanging out with my mother and aunt as almost every two days like we're chicken prancing towards the mall next to our house. Yesterday, I've been in contact with an old friend of mine whom I haven't seen or spoken to for nearly 5 years.

    We've met at a local cafe we used to go to and spoke for sometime while catching up a bit with our lives. The whole discussions we've had were nostalgic and funny and everything in between. However, as we've spoken more and more, our discussions became, shall we say, a bit more intimate and raunchy. He mentioned his ex-girlfriend and how difficult it was to move on after their breakup, but also how eventually he found the support of his mother and friends to be truly valuable and important to move on.

    He started teasing me by suggestively (and very subtly) implying I might be a lesbian, and when I jokingly rebuked his claims, his voice became much more calm and he, to quote him, said "Really? That's good then.. wouldn't want to miss that chance.." I was surprised by his words, and I immediately retaliated and shifted into a defensive, perhaps a little gullible-like mode as I asked him what does he mean. Liviu chuckled and said he "means what he means, no matter what angle I may have interpreted his words." I asked him to elaborate, but he said he will keep it for a different time that's hopefully more muted. God. He made my oxytocin gush throughout my body more than Ally when Fifth Harmony hit #1 on Twitter charts.

    I refused to let his comment slide so easily, so I just had to worm out something from him. I asked Liviu what's his idea of a "silent place", and he started giving me examples. "You know, my house, my room, a walk on the beach late at night."

    He was definitely direct with his hints and left no room for confusion. However, I just couldn't bring myself to talk in an explicit manner just yet. It didn't feel right. I blushed to his words and chuckled to laugh it off, but he was persistent to leave with something. ...He ended up inviting me over to his house so we can chill out and catch up more on our lives, as his mom wouldn't be home until late these days due to the nature of her job. Although that's unlike my nature. He was such a close friend, and all of a sudden the relationship is escalating. It's a bit confusing and has a sense of taboo, you know?

    I apologized and said I couldn't make it, as I already have plans with my mom to hang out at the mall and some other places. I didn't lie, as I really did have some plans made, but I didn't specify at which times. He would be at work anyway.. He sighed with a smile as he arched his neck upwards, in which I ASSUME he made a semi eye roll. e said, to quote, "All right, but my offer is open any time you change your mind. I'll be here for years to come with my little brother, so you're welcome any time.".......He doesn't have a little brother....I assume it was a euphemism to his penis... I told him I have to leave, so he drove me back to my grandmother's and left.

    His car smelled like lemons and that honestly made my pussy dry as it smelled like a detergent.

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    I don't really suffer from severe depression but I get it from time to time and just the other day, I felt really depressed. I didn't have thoughts of suicide (like I've had before) but I just thought about my future and how I planned my future to be like, and how incredibly difficult it'd be for me to actually live that reality. I started having those thoughts because that day at school, our teacher talked to us about college and how hard and expensive it is to get in a good school, etc. So those thoughts just started circulating in my head later that day, which made me really depressed because I thought about having to avoid every little mistake and making sure I made really good grades. And I kept questioning myself and asking myself if it was all worth it or if I should just give up on school and settle for something less than what I wanted. I just felt like the pressure would be too much.

    I wanted to uplift my mood by listening to some Jess Gylnne but I couldn't bring myself to it. I went to her album and was about to play it but I couldn't because I felt like I couldn't properly enjoy it. And so I remained in that state for like 2 hours and I'm not kidding when I tell you, it was one of the worst moments in my life. I felt like complete shit and I didn't know what to do. I then got on my phone and went through my social media and started interacting with my siblings. After doing both for like a few minutes, I slowly started to feel better and better until I was content, and not depressed.

    I hope I don't get to be that depressed ever again, even though I feel like eventually I will.

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    So this really attractive guy and hit me up on grindr a few moments ago.:rose11: He was 23 and had otter bod, we were talking and kii kiing and than he mentioned that he was looking to hook up and mess around and I said I was down to have some fun. He than said this" I just checked your profile, I didn't know you were black, I'm not really attracted to black guys sorry."  .... BLOCKED.:manibye:

     

    Believe it or not this ins't the first time this has happened to me. It's so frustrating to be rejected over something you can't control or, they try to make you "an exception" ugh. This is why I need to move to a more diverse era.

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    Ray of Light
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    why do some bisexual gusy think that they can have a boyfriend and a girlfriend at the same time? 

    Look at my eyes mother fucker, I D O N T S H A R E M Y M A N W I T H A N Y B O D Y N O T E I T I N Y O U R B R A I N !

     

    Like seriously wtf? Y'all are twisting bisexual so bad people are thinking thta being bisexual is a bad thing and gay and lesbians are afraid of having a bisexual lovers. Seriously get your fucking shits together.

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    I'm bored today so I'll make a list of solo artists/bands outside of pop who you may not know and definitely have to give a chance.

    I'll give you 1 or 2 music videos of each one. 

    Note: They're underrated af but I hope you like some of them

    Let's start :love::

     

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    There are many more so I'll make another entry with some more another day :puppet:

  9. bee
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    I told p!nk this but I got a job! This will be my first real job and I'm saving up for a new phone and the rest I'm just spending on food. I just need to do one more step on Thursday and then I start next week. I'm going to have no free time, but I already waste it anyways. I'm such a shopaholic but I literally never have any money so that's a bad combo.

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  10. All Neon Like
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    The video FLOPPED so hard:cuca9:

    as of right now it doesn't even have 10M views

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    Hello everyone!

    You may have noticed that I was really inactive last week. That was because my parents surprised me with a vacation. Even if I'm jobless I needed to be away from home and relax. I never thought I could use a vacation as I didnt do anything for like 7 months. 

    Now I'm back and ready to post in the threads again. I love the new update! Well done guys!

    I hope you guys understand and I cant wait to continue the games if I wasnt disqualified already.

    I love you guys and lets preorder Fifth Harmony on iTunes ;) 

    Xoxo

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