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  1. Cyrus
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    Nvm, I was very sad but I feel better now. :orangu:

  2. Sempiternal
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    Okay so i thought he was doing okay, he didnt do it for 3 weeks, just after i meer him and he was doing okay he sent him back into the ward to see how his been doing and the place lead him to cut again. He says his been doing it since 14. Thing is cutting doesnt scare me i am the type that will kiss em better (not the new cuts but u know what i mean) im just worried is all. I want to date em but dunno how to react if this sorta stuff happens

     Im mentally unstable myself, tho i can control it. I dont cut or self harm, im too much of a coward i mean tattoos hurt me haha.. and i feel he would understand my mental aniexty and he wont run or i can scare off. I just hope he doesnt hurt himself too bad. I want to be his light yknow.

  3. givin' 'yall a dose of what's happenin'

    I've actually only left once

    anyway, yeah. I've been gone for a month. before I left I showed that I can be a pretty shitty person if I want to, and I wish that side of me never came out. unfortunately I act almost exclusively on emotions and that's a difficult, near impossible actually, thing for me to control. I'd like to forget that whole night even happened though, I regret it, I'm sorry to everyone that witnessed it and I just want to forget about it. I could make excuses like how some shit was really stressing me out in life (this is actually true, and it got worse then better in the month that I've been gone but it's no excuse) but the reason is simple; I'm overly emotional and was dumb about it.

    I'm here on a mostly fresh start and I'll try my absolute best to not take things personally as much, and if I do, not make a scene of it. I had thoughts that maybe a pop forum wasn't a healthy place for me to be but I miss having somewhere to talk about all the music shit no one else I know cares about.

    I'm glad the people I dislike are gone, makes things easier on me, and hopefully the ignore function was fixed because I wasn't kidding when I said it was not working.

    that's about it. here's to a less toxic me. :cheers:

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    The Boy
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    Collection of my old 5H edits from when I was a stan and had photoshop :dafuq:

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  4. :wendyw: 

    Gonna make this a short one, but it's totally worth writing hehehe :jan1: 

    So nobody knows I'm gay, like, AT ALL. I can use this to my advantage a lot, and can also benefit from it unconsciously too. Like today, when this quick and unexpected incident happened :wendyw: i think y'all know by now that I'm basically horny 24/7, teenage hormones and shit, so this was... interesting :wendyw: 

    School was done and in class remained me and 2 guys, IDK what they were waiting for but I was waiting for a friend to come and pick me up :wendyw: Had to go shopping and didn't wanna do it alone :jan4: In the end I did it alone cause the bitch didn't come :jan4: Moving on.  The offender was laying on his back on a desk, the other was chilling against the wall, sitting. I was configuring my playlist for the go, if said friend wouldn't come (yeah, she didn't :madgebye: ) and they got up and started packing. The offenda was first, got up, walked a few steps and then turned back. (know that there were pieces of convo inbetween these actions they're just unimportant talk or the other friend rapping to a song :selena: )

    He turned around and just said "let's fuck" :wendy19: 

    My reactions were these basically : :jan1: and :jan4: 

    Like he got real close and looked me in the eyes and though it was a joke I was left shook and didn't know what to say (considering I'm gay, this "joke" was a little hard to laugh at) so I just said : "what?" :chloe: 

    Then it got better : "yeah, turn your ass around" :jan2: 

    I was shooketh. My gay heart was confused.

    Also, the guy isn't exactly I-wanna-choke-on-your-cum hot but he is a degree of hot, lukewarm maybe :wendyw: Hotter than me at least :wendyw: And he has a gf :wendyw: 

    "don't you have a girlfriend, eheheh..." was me trying to laugh it off

    IDK what happened next I kinda forgot but they got out and I was left shook there waiting for a bitch that wouldn't come :trisha: 

    It was an amazing experience :trisha: 

     

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    P!nk
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  5. badgallaura
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    As some of you may know, I've traveled to a city called Constanta; mere few hours far from the capital of Bucharest where I live. I've been staying over at my grandmother's house, sleeping, eating, and everything in between. I've been having fun hanging out with my mother and aunt as almost every two days like we're chicken prancing towards the mall next to our house. Yesterday, I've been in contact with an old friend of mine whom I haven't seen or spoken to for nearly 5 years.

    We've met at a local cafe we used to go to and spoke for sometime while catching up a bit with our lives. The whole discussions we've had were nostalgic and funny and everything in between. However, as we've spoken more and more, our discussions became, shall we say, a bit more intimate and raunchy. He mentioned his ex-girlfriend and how difficult it was to move on after their breakup, but also how eventually he found the support of his mother and friends to be truly valuable and important to move on.

    He started teasing me by suggestively (and very subtly) implying I might be a lesbian, and when I jokingly rebuked his claims, his voice became much more calm and he, to quote him, said "Really? That's good then.. wouldn't want to miss that chance.." I was surprised by his words, and I immediately retaliated and shifted into a defensive, perhaps a little gullible-like mode as I asked him what does he mean. Liviu chuckled and said he "means what he means, no matter what angle I may have interpreted his words." I asked him to elaborate, but he said he will keep it for a different time that's hopefully more muted. God. He made my oxytocin gush throughout my body more than Ally when Fifth Harmony hit #1 on Twitter charts.

    I refused to let his comment slide so easily, so I just had to worm out something from him. I asked Liviu what's his idea of a "silent place", and he started giving me examples. "You know, my house, my room, a walk on the beach late at night."

    He was definitely direct with his hints and left no room for confusion. However, I just couldn't bring myself to talk in an explicit manner just yet. It didn't feel right. I blushed to his words and chuckled to laugh it off, but he was persistent to leave with something. ...He ended up inviting me over to his house so we can chill out and catch up more on our lives, as his mom wouldn't be home until late these days due to the nature of her job. Although that's unlike my nature. He was such a close friend, and all of a sudden the relationship is escalating. It's a bit confusing and has a sense of taboo, you know?

    I apologized and said I couldn't make it, as I already have plans with my mom to hang out at the mall and some other places. I didn't lie, as I really did have some plans made, but I didn't specify at which times. He would be at work anyway.. He sighed with a smile as he arched his neck upwards, in which I ASSUME he made a semi eye roll. e said, to quote, "All right, but my offer is open any time you change your mind. I'll be here for years to come with my little brother, so you're welcome any time.".......He doesn't have a little brother....I assume it was a euphemism to his penis... I told him I have to leave, so he drove me back to my grandmother's and left.

    His car smelled like lemons and that honestly made my pussy dry as it smelled like a detergent.

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    I don't really suffer from severe depression but I get it from time to time and just the other day, I felt really depressed. I didn't have thoughts of suicide (like I've had before) but I just thought about my future and how I planned my future to be like, and how incredibly difficult it'd be for me to actually live that reality. I started having those thoughts because that day at school, our teacher talked to us about college and how hard and expensive it is to get in a good school, etc. So those thoughts just started circulating in my head later that day, which made me really depressed because I thought about having to avoid every little mistake and making sure I made really good grades. And I kept questioning myself and asking myself if it was all worth it or if I should just give up on school and settle for something less than what I wanted. I just felt like the pressure would be too much.

    I wanted to uplift my mood by listening to some Jess Gylnne but I couldn't bring myself to it. I went to her album and was about to play it but I couldn't because I felt like I couldn't properly enjoy it. And so I remained in that state for like 2 hours and I'm not kidding when I tell you, it was one of the worst moments in my life. I felt like complete shit and I didn't know what to do. I then got on my phone and went through my social media and started interacting with my siblings. After doing both for like a few minutes, I slowly started to feel better and better until I was content, and not depressed.

    I hope I don't get to be that depressed ever again, even though I feel like eventually I will.

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    So this really attractive guy and hit me up on grindr a few moments ago.:rose11: He was 23 and had otter bod, we were talking and kii kiing and than he mentioned that he was looking to hook up and mess around and I said I was down to have some fun. He than said this" I just checked your profile, I didn't know you were black, I'm not really attracted to black guys sorry."  .... BLOCKED.:manibye:

     

    Believe it or not this ins't the first time this has happened to me. It's so frustrating to be rejected over something you can't control or, they try to make you "an exception" ugh. This is why I need to move to a more diverse era.

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    Ray of Light
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    why do some bisexual gusy think that they can have a boyfriend and a girlfriend at the same time? 

    Look at my eyes mother fucker, I D O N T S H A R E M Y M A N W I T H A N Y B O D Y N O T E I T I N Y O U R B R A I N !

     

    Like seriously wtf? Y'all are twisting bisexual so bad people are thinking thta being bisexual is a bad thing and gay and lesbians are afraid of having a bisexual lovers. Seriously get your fucking shits together.

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    I'm bored today so I'll make a list of solo artists/bands outside of pop who you may not know and definitely have to give a chance.

    I'll give you 1 or 2 music videos of each one. 

    Note: They're underrated af but I hope you like some of them

    Let's start :love::

     

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    There are many more so I'll make another entry with some more another day :puppet:

  8. bee
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    I told p!nk this but I got a job! This will be my first real job and I'm saving up for a new phone and the rest I'm just spending on food. I just need to do one more step on Thursday and then I start next week. I'm going to have no free time, but I already waste it anyways. I'm such a shopaholic but I literally never have any money so that's a bad combo.

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  9. All Neon Like
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    The video FLOPPED so hard:cuca9:

    as of right now it doesn't even have 10M views

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    Hello everyone!

    You may have noticed that I was really inactive last week. That was because my parents surprised me with a vacation. Even if I'm jobless I needed to be away from home and relax. I never thought I could use a vacation as I didnt do anything for like 7 months. 

    Now I'm back and ready to post in the threads again. I love the new update! Well done guys!

    I hope you guys understand and I cant wait to continue the games if I wasnt disqualified already.

    I love you guys and lets preorder Fifth Harmony on iTunes ;) 

    Xoxo

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